As I struggle to write these blogs, I have to tell you, I find it a little narcissistic. "No?" Why does anyone care who I am, or what I think! But, then I think, "wow!" I am being convinced by the enemy that no one wants to hear me talk about the Lord (Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men~Matthew 16:23).
So with the above said and the Lord as my pilot, I am reminded by one of my favorite verses; Galatians 1:10, "Am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or an I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ." I love this verse! It is powerful, alot of Truth! I love Truth! Christ is Truth! There is only "One" truth!
Now, since the Lord chose me as His servant several years ago, with a gentle nudge in the form of a car accident (another story for another blog) I have been on a journey of self-control (grace). I have to be reminded daily by the Spirit that not everybody is at the same place with Christ as I am. Let me give you an example; When the Lord gives me an opportunity to talk about Him, either at small group setting or at work. I cant believe people either refuse Him or cant believe through the trails & burdens in my life, or circumstances in my families life, I am closest to our Father. People look at me like I'm crazy! A freak! Even other Christians don't understand.it!
I get frustrated, "How can you not realize we can have a intimate relationship with the all mighty creator!" Think about it! A relationship, released from sin because what happened on the cross! I'm so amazed that He would do that for me and you!
Then it happens again, the Spirit, Comforter speaks to my heart and reminds me that I was once a non-believer, I lived fully in the secular world and I once called "Christians" freaks! Hahahaha! Yes, I was like that!
I can look back on my old life with no regrets and know now I'm reborn because of His blood. I can declare I am a new creation in Him. My life and the journey I am on, with all the trails and burdens placed upon me only to glorify our Lord and Savior always.
Jude 1:22 Be merciful to those who doubt.
Grace & Truth